to change it, or to rest, or to go visiting, or to "let things slide," I just said, "I am God's and these are his wishes --- I'll do 'em." And I did.

Of course there were times when under stress of extra work, or inharmony in the family, I found it hard to do just as I wanted to. I had slight relapses into the old "I must" conditions, but not many nor serious ones; and I had learned my little lesson.

Here is my understanding of the case: I had never since childhood lived one natural waking hour. Always there was strain, strain, effort, and that horrible disappointment with myself --- that "I must" condition, like a lashed and quivering animal. All this interferes with bodily functions. My system was clogged with waste matter. Now when I once let go with such a will, I was affected all over. The utter letting go induced sleep, and sleep induced more relaxation, which was necessary to elimination of dead cells from the body. During that rest period I was literally re-built and rose a new creature. I never felt so quiet and strong and whole before in my life. I felt new, and I acted so. And best of all I had learned the lesson of not driving myself.

The good effects of that sleep never left me. And after a time, as I thought it all over I came to see that we were meant to love work, and that in a natural undriven state we would love any sort of activity we chose to engage in.

Then it was I began to see that the key to heaven and happiness is held by a little child, who is natural and follows with joy and trust his God-given inclinations. To him work is play. Since that time I have never labored. I play at all I do. I love my