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- My Next Dream
Broken-Tooth was another youngster who lived by himself. His mother lived
in the caves, but two more children had come after him and he had been
thrust out to shift for himself. We had witnessed the performance during
the several preceding days, and it had given us no little glee.
Broken-Tooth did not want to go, and every time his mother left the cave
he sneaked back into it. When she returned and found him there her rages
were delightful. Half the horde made a practice of watching for these
moments. First, from within the cave, would come her scolding and
shrieking. Then we could hear sounds of the thrashing and the yelling of
Broken-Tooth. About this time the two younger children joined in. And
finally, like the eruption of a miniature volcano, Broken-Tooth would come
At the end of several days his leaving home was accomplished. He wailed
his grief, unheeded, from the centre of the open space, for at least half
an hour, and then came to live with Lop-Ear and me. Our cave was small,
but with squeezing there was room for three. I have no recollection of
Broken-Tooth spending more than one night with us, so the accident must
have happened right away.
It came in the middle of the day. In the morning we had eaten our fill of
the carrots, and then, made heedless by play, we had ventured on to the
big trees just beyond. I cannot understand how Lop-Ear got over his
habitual caution, but it must have been the play. We were having a great
time playing tree tag. And such tag! We leaped ten or fifteen-foot gaps as
a matter of course. And a twenty or twenty-five foot deliberate drop clear
down to the ground was nothing to us. In fact, I am almost afraid to say
the great distances we dropped. As we grew older and heavier we found we
had to be more cautious in dropping, but at that age our bodies were all
strings and springs and we could do anything.
Broken-Tooth displayed remarkable agility in the game. He was "It" less
frequently than any of us, and in the course of the game he discovered one
difficult "slip" that neither Lop-Ear nor I was able to accomplish. To be
truthful, we were afraid to attempt it.
When we were "It," Broken-Tooth always ran out to the end of a lofty
branch in a certain tree. From the end of the branch to the ground it must
have been seventy feet, and nothing intervened to break a fall. But about
twenty feet lower down, and fully fifteen feet out from the perpendicular,
was the thick branch of another tree.
As we ran out the limb, Broken-Tooth, facing us, would begin teetering.
This naturally impeded our progress; but there was more in the teetering
than that. He teetered with his back to the jump he was to make. Just as
we nearly reached him he would let go. The teetering branch was like a
spring-board. It threw him far out, backward, as he fell. And as he fell
he turned around sidewise in the air so as to face the other branch into
which he was falling. This branch bent far down under the impact, and
sometimes there was an ominous crackling; but it never broke, and out of
the leaves was always to be seen the face of Broken-Tooth grinning
triumphantly up at us.
I was "It" the last time Broken-Tooth tried this. He had gained the end of
the branch and begun his teetering, and I was creeping out after him, when
suddenly there came a low warning cry from Lop-Ear. I looked down and saw
him in the main fork of the tree crouching close against the trunk.
Instinctively I crouched down upon the thick limb. Broken-Tooth stopped
teetering, but the branch would not stop, and his body continued bobbing
up and down with the rustling leaves.
I heard the crackle of a dry twig, and looking down saw my first Fire-Man.
He was creeping stealthily along on the ground and peering up into the
tree. At first I thought he was a wild animal, because he wore around his
waist and over his shoulders a ragged piece of bearskin. And then I saw
his hands and feet, and more clearly his features. He was very much like
my kind, except that he was less hairy and that his feet were less like
hands than ours. In fact, he and his people, as I was later to know, were
far less hairy than we, though we, in turn, were equally less hairy than
the Tree People.
It came to me instantly, as I looked at him. This was the terror of the
northeast, of which the mystery of smoke was a token. Yet I was puzzled.
Certainly he was nothing; of which to be afraid. Red-Eye or any of our
strong men would have been more than a match for him. He was old, too,
wizened with age, and the hair on his face was gray. Also, he limped badly
with one leg. There was no doubt at all that we could out-run him and
out-climb him. He could never catch us, that was certain.
But he carried something in his hand that I had never seen before. It was
a bow and arrow. But at that time a bow and arrow had no meaning for me.
How was I to know that death lurked in that bent piece of wood? But
Lop-Ear knew. He had evidently seen the Fire People before and knew
something of their ways. The Fire-Man peered up at him and circled around
the tree. And around the main trunk above the fork Lop-Ear circled too,
keeping always the trunk between himself and the Fire-Man.
The latter abruptly reversed his circling. Lop-Ear, caught unawares, also
hastily reversed, but did not win the protection of the trunk until after
the Fire-Man had twanged the bow.
I saw the arrow leap up, miss Lop-Ear, glance against a limb, and fall
back to the ground. I danced up and down on my lofty perch with delight.
It was a game! The Fire-Man was throwing things at Lop-Ear as we sometimes
threw things at one another.
The game continued a little longer, but Lop-Ear did not expose himself a
second time. Then the Fire-Man gave it up. I leaned far out over my
horizontal limb and chattered down at him. I wanted to play. I wanted to
have him try to hit me with the thing. He saw me, but ignored me, turning
his attention to Broken-Tooth, who was still teetering slightly and
involuntarily on the end of the branch.
The first arrow leaped upward. Broken-Tooth yelled with fright and pain.
It had reached its mark. This put a new complexion on the matter. I no
longer cared to play, but crouched trembling close to my limb. A second
arrow and a third soared up, missing Broken-Tooth, rustling the leaves as
they passed through, arching in their flight and returning to earth.
The Fire-Man stretched his bow again. He shifted his position, walking
away several steps, then shifted it a second time. The bow-string twanged,
the arrow leaped upward, and Broken-Tooth, uttering a terrible scream,
fell off the branch. I saw him as he went down, turning over and over, all
arms and legs it seemed, the shaft of the arrow projecting from his chest
and appearing and disappearing with each revolution of his body.
Sheer down, screaming, seventy feet he fell, smashing to the earth with an
audible thud and crunch, his body rebounding slightly and settling down
again. Still he lived, for he moved and squirmed, clawing with his hands
and feet. I remember the Fire-Man running forward with a stone and
hammering him on the head...and then I remember no more.
Always, during my childhood, at this stage of the dream, did I wake up
screaming with fright—to find, often, my mother or nurse, anxious
and startled, by my bedside, passing soothing hands through my hair and
telling me that they were there and that there was nothing to fear.
My next dream, in the order of succession, begins always with the flight
of Lop-Ear and myself through the forest. The Fire-Man and Broken-Tooth
and the tree of the tragedy are gone. Lop-Ear and I, in a cautious panic,
are fleeing through the trees. In my right leg is a burning pain; and from
the flesh, protruding head and shaft from either side, is an arrow of the
Fire-Man. Not only did the pull and strain of it pain me severely, but it
bothered my movements and made it impossible for me to keep up with
At last I gave up, crouching in the secure fork of a tree. Lop-Ear went
right on. I called to him—most plaintively, I remember; and he
stopped and looked back. Then he returned to me, climbing into the fork
and examining the arrow. He tried to pull it out, but one way the flesh
resisted the barbed lead, and the other way it resisted the feathered
shaft. Also, it hurt grievously, and I stopped him.
For some time we crouched there, Lop-Ear nervous and anxious to be gone,
perpetually and apprehensively peering this way and that, and myself
whimpering softly and sobbing. Lop-Ear was plainly in a funk, and yet his
conduct in remaining by me, in spite of his fear, I take as a
foreshadowing of the altruism and comradeship that have helped make man
the mightiest of the animals.
Once again Lop-Ear tried to drag the arrow through the flesh, and I
angrily stopped him. Then he bent down and began gnawing the shaft of the
arrow with his teeth. As he did so he held the arrow firmly in both hands
so that it would not play about in the wound, and at the same time I held
on to him. I often meditate upon this scene—the two of us,
half-grown cubs, in the childhood of the race, and the one mastering his
fear, beating down his selfish impulse of flight, in order to stand by and
succor the other. And there rises up before me all that was there
foreshadowed, and I see visions of Damon and Pythias, of life-saving crews
and Red Cross nurses, of martyrs and leaders of forlorn hopes, of Father
Damien, and of the Christ himself, and of all the men of earth, mighty of
stature, whose strength may trace back to the elemental loins of Lop-Ear
and Big-Tooth and other dim denizens of the Younger World.
When Lop-Ear had chewed off the head of the arrow, the shaft was withdrawn
easily enough. I started to go on, but this time it was he that stopped
me. My leg was bleeding profusely. Some of the smaller veins had doubtless
been ruptured. Running out to the end of a branch, Lop-Ear gathered a
handful of green leaves. These he stuffed into the wound. They
accomplished the purpose, for the bleeding soon stopped. Then we went on
together, back to the safety of the caves.
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